If you think,
I'll change myself for anyone,
Your a fool.
I've changed a lot since those days,
And I don't care if that's okay with you...
Well,I do,but that doesn't matter anymore,
Does it?
In reality,
We both know our opinions,
Of each other are jaded,
By comments from our parents,
Our peers,
Everyone really,
And I can't lie about that one,
It hurts.
I know,
Our part of the family,
Has no part with the rest of it,
You've made it clear,
We've traveled two very different paths,
And you think poorly of mine.
The stars dance across the sky,
And the moon beams proudly down,
The birds are singing,
High,lovely notes.
Trees are swaying gently,
The road outside is quiet,
And the dogs are suspiciously silent.
My family is sleeping,
As it is the dead of night,
The in between of night and day,
It is midnight....
Fight the Pain with Hope by always-hyper-n-bored, literature
Literature
Fight the Pain with Hope
This pain,
It's slowing edging it way,
Into my core,
And I feel,
So defeated.
But not one to give up a challenge,
I struggle on,
Fight the pain with hope.
Pain because of stress,
Because of drama and worry,
Because of the relentless screams,
Of the family I hold so dear.
Hope that it will get better,
That the drama,the worry,
Will waist away,
That the screams will soften.
And last,but not least,
I fight with knowledge,
Knowledge that it WILL get better,
That the pain will end.
And while the drama will always be,
In some form,
With me,
I know the screams will wither away,
And the worries will be kept at bay.
Yes,I will
A Million Miles Away... by always-hyper-n-bored, literature
Literature
A Million Miles Away...
While I sit here,
So close to the person that was once,
My favorite,
I feel like we're a million miles apart.
I know,
Growing is a part of life,
But does growing apart,
Have to be?
She moved,
When I was six,
And after that,
We got farther,and farther,
Away from each other...
Then I moved in with her,
And I love it here,
But I still feel like I'm a million miles away...
Please,Please Don't leave me by always-hyper-n-bored, literature
Literature
Please,Please Don't leave me
It feels like,
Their slipping from my grip,
Like Their running,
And I can't keep up...
It's terrifying,
This feeling.
Not because I don't know what to do,
But because I'm frozen in place,
And can't do it.
This fear,
That has it's fist,
Wrapped around me,
It won't let go,
And it's indescribable.
It feels like,
If I speak,
All that will come out,
Is please,
Please don't leave me...
These Nightmares by always-hyper-n-bored, literature
Literature
These Nightmares
I've been having these dreams,
Of death,
Murder,
Mayhem...
And,though,
Those would seen the worse,
There not...
Because I know they won't come true..
Or at least I hope not...
What does worry me,
Is the one about a storm...
This horrible,
Dissorienting,
Chaos inducing storm...
These reoccuring dreams,
Er,nightmares,
They have me on egde,
Constantly paranoid,
Constantly alert,
And worried,
That something horrid will happen..
To Relive Everything... by always-hyper-n-bored, literature
Literature
To Relive Everything...
I could relive everything,
Draw to my hearts content,
Of pictures already passed.
But what's the point to that,
To relive everything?
What will that accomplish?
Sure I miss it,
But I don't want to go back.
I love it here,
This is my home.
That's just what once was...
If you think,
I'll change myself for anyone,
Your a fool.
I've changed a lot since those days,
And I don't care if that's okay with you...
Well,I do,but that doesn't matter anymore,
Does it?
In reality,
We both know our opinions,
Of each other are jaded,
By comments from our parents,
Our peers,
Everyone really,
And I can't lie about that one,
It hurts.
I know,
Our part of the family,
Has no part with the rest of it,
You've made it clear,
We've traveled two very different paths,
And you think poorly of mine.
The stars dance across the sky,
And the moon beams proudly down,
The birds are singing,
High,lovely notes.
Trees are swaying gently,
The road outside is quiet,
And the dogs are suspiciously silent.
My family is sleeping,
As it is the dead of night,
The in between of night and day,
It is midnight....
Fight the Pain with Hope by always-hyper-n-bored, literature
Literature
Fight the Pain with Hope
This pain,
It's slowing edging it way,
Into my core,
And I feel,
So defeated.
But not one to give up a challenge,
I struggle on,
Fight the pain with hope.
Pain because of stress,
Because of drama and worry,
Because of the relentless screams,
Of the family I hold so dear.
Hope that it will get better,
That the drama,the worry,
Will waist away,
That the screams will soften.
And last,but not least,
I fight with knowledge,
Knowledge that it WILL get better,
That the pain will end.
And while the drama will always be,
In some form,
With me,
I know the screams will wither away,
And the worries will be kept at bay.
Yes,I will
A Million Miles Away... by always-hyper-n-bored, literature
Literature
A Million Miles Away...
While I sit here,
So close to the person that was once,
My favorite,
I feel like we're a million miles apart.
I know,
Growing is a part of life,
But does growing apart,
Have to be?
She moved,
When I was six,
And after that,
We got farther,and farther,
Away from each other...
Then I moved in with her,
And I love it here,
But I still feel like I'm a million miles away...
Please,Please Don't leave me by always-hyper-n-bored, literature
Literature
Please,Please Don't leave me
It feels like,
Their slipping from my grip,
Like Their running,
And I can't keep up...
It's terrifying,
This feeling.
Not because I don't know what to do,
But because I'm frozen in place,
And can't do it.
This fear,
That has it's fist,
Wrapped around me,
It won't let go,
And it's indescribable.
It feels like,
If I speak,
All that will come out,
Is please,
Please don't leave me...
These Nightmares by always-hyper-n-bored, literature
Literature
These Nightmares
I've been having these dreams,
Of death,
Murder,
Mayhem...
And,though,
Those would seen the worse,
There not...
Because I know they won't come true..
Or at least I hope not...
What does worry me,
Is the one about a storm...
This horrible,
Dissorienting,
Chaos inducing storm...
These reoccuring dreams,
Er,nightmares,
They have me on egde,
Constantly paranoid,
Constantly alert,
And worried,
That something horrid will happen..
To Relive Everything... by always-hyper-n-bored, literature
Literature
To Relive Everything...
I could relive everything,
Draw to my hearts content,
Of pictures already passed.
But what's the point to that,
To relive everything?
What will that accomplish?
Sure I miss it,
But I don't want to go back.
I love it here,
This is my home.
That's just what once was...
There will be many hard times
Real friendsl stick with you in these times of need
Unspoken kindness can mean the world
Endless memories you simply won't forget
Forever with you
Roaming your thoughts
I believe everyone will find it, it just takes time
Embedding their heart right next to yours
Never think for a second they don't care
Don't ever forget this because it doesn't come around often
Small acts of kindness, even a slight smile can help
Honestly, people take it for granted, they, being nothing more than a fool
I can tell you now
Please don't forget your friends
I know I won't with mine
Sometimes you will fight
I love music!I'm in marching band,and concert band.I'm a freshman in high school.My friends and family mean the world to me.To make things a little clearer,they mean the world to me,but as normal,I really really don't like them sometimes...If you have any problems with any of this I suggest you get over it or leave!:D
Current Residence: In your closet Shell of choice: Ninja Turtle Shell
No offense, but... There are some people who are getting too fake on dA. They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends and pageviews they can get. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and re-post in your own journal. Let's see who the real people are. Re-post this if you aren't a fake.
Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Deviants."
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This was made by Vladimir-Tod,I changed it a little,but not much.
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